Fight with loneliness is getting harder

Last complete week was really heavy over since I moved to this town on feb1st of this year. Initially it was okay, and since I always lived with friends or some room mates in the past, So this time I really wanted to see how tough it can be living alone, Initially it was alrite, but slowly it was getting tougher and tougher, initially hooking over the net or playing ps2 late nights really was working, but since last one month I am feeling like I have lost the energy to fight loneliness, This has become a normal routine for me to come back at home not before 11pm on weekdays so that I don't need to spend anytime alone, and on weekends it is being real tough now, sometimes I come back home, park my car 3 levels up and than really think what I am going to do at home, and than without deciding any destination I go back, This is what happend yesterday night, I came back around at 8pm back, and than without going in my apartment, decided to go back, than reached a theatre, saw which all movies are playing, I had seen all the hollywood movies playing there, So decided to see a movie Initial D which in cantonese but with english sub-title, came back home around 1am and couldn't sleep till another 2 hours and now having a serious headache and thinking should go office or no, This insominia reminds me about a nasty comment I left a week or so back on a blogger from mumbai where I was making fun about her insomnia ... But somehow even after passing all this, I am still preferring to stay alone than moving with any of friend I know of, As I really want to test the limits, also I think living loneliness gives you lot of energy, you can really use this energy to drive yourself way way ahead, though it doesn't seems to be working for me.